Rage In Reverie

Month: January, 2013

Movie Talk: The Big Lebowski

Yesterday I’ve decided to re-watch one of the movies in my collection called The Big Lebowski. Okay I admit it, the first time I watch this movie I never really understand what it’s about, maybe because the ones I’ve downloaded have low-quality audio (even when all my volumes are set to 100% I still can’t hear it properly). So I’ve downloaded a new one (with better quality of course) and re-watch it. It feels like I just watched it for the first time ever! Now I get the pictures of that this movie was about, it was about a dude who called himself ‘The Dude’ (whose real name was Jeff Lebowski) got involved in a case of mistaken identity by some gangsters. Those gangsters are looking for another Mr. Lebowski, whose wife owed some debts to those gangsters. So one thing lead to another; actually it all started after those gangsters peed on The Dude’s rug and some ‘motivational talks’ from The Dude’s bowling partner, Walter, mixed with a fuckload of 聽fuck you’s and gallons of White Russians (it’s a drink!), they’ve through all the abyss until the end.


The Dude, Donny, Walter.


This is remarkably one of the funniest movie I’ve ever seen, even thinking about the scenes makes me laugh until now. I love how cool The Dude was, when the gangsters first extorted him at his house, one of the gangster put his face into the toilet bowl and The Dude calmly took his shades which fell off into the bowl, put it on, and sat on the toilet bowl and he was like, “What the fuck, man?”. I also love a side-character whose name is Jesus Quintana, he’s one of their bowling-nemesis and he’s supposed to be a pervert in that movie. Just look at this man, Jesus!



But one thing I hate about this movie, I hate the ending. I hate how their friend Donny died. Nobody likes death as the ending 馃槮 And they also didn’t show how the Bowling League goes and also there are no scenes where The Dude bowled. I really like to see the sequel of this movie, but I doubt there will be one since there will be no scenes where Walter could say “Shut the fuck up Donny!” again. Nevertheless, I give this movie 4.8 over 5. I also would like to thank my dear friend Manu for recommending me this tremendous movie, I really hope I’ll find some movies as great as this again 馃檪


Hidden Places.

The reason I can’t answer some questions during exams is because I tend to read non-exam materials because they suddenly looked very interesting. For example, I was studying for my Islamic and Asian Civilizations paper and when it comes to Chinese Civilizations, I found myself reading about Shambala, a so-called mythical kingdom which was hidden somewhere in Asia. It’s not in our syllabus but it’s very interesting. Do you believe in hidden cities/places around the world? Do they really exist? I can’t say no because we can’t even confirm that they did not exist.

Random Things #1

I just finished with one of the most twisted paper ever today. It was a paper for my Critical Thinking subject, where it was in multiple-choice questions and all the answers options are pretty much related and you just have to pick the most accurate one. I I have no idea if I can get good grades for that. But meh, I’ve tried hard for that. Hopefully everything goes well for me 馃檪 Btw I’ve hoarded a couple of pics since a few days ago, just wanna show you guys these:



I’ve downloaded VPET for my iPhone. I’m so happy to get to play this again but I got bored after playing it for 3 days 馃槮



Went to a local supermarket recently and I spotted this. It’s kinda funny, because it literally translates to “Fresh Pensive Fish”, a pretty funny name for a fish yeah :p



I took a short evening nap and when I woke up I saw these. On my face. My cats tends to be creepy but it’s still pretty adorable :3



Jacky the Visitor visits our house again few days ago!



Sister took a random pic of me. Never did I know it turned out to be this ‘panoramic’ or however it is called.

Gotta update with lots and lots of weird stuffs again soon, hang in there okay? Cheerio!

Midnight Rants.

Wow it’s 1:04 a.m and I still didn’t do my revision for tomorrow’s paper! I am basically fucked for that, so I guess I just have to read basic things about music. Yeah it’s my music paper tomorrow, not to mention it starts at 9 in the morning. Yeah that’s great! I just don’t have the mood to study tonight, been thinking about a lot of things. And I forced myself to talk to a lot of people just to make me forget that I’m actually pretty sad right now. Hmm I just hope I’ll (at least) remember this:


Our music tutor also promised to give us A for the subject. I’ll also do my best for my paper tomorrow morning but if I didn’t get A or A- for my paper consider him to be a promise-breaker yeah, can I even think like that? :p

RIP 2012.

1: What did you do in 2012 that you鈥檇 never done before?
– Getting myself into a car accident, accidentally.

2: Did you keep your new year鈥檚 resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
– No, and I want to say no for the second but I know I will keep on making more.

3: Did anyone close to you give birth?
– Nope.

4: Did anyone close to you die?
– Hmm no.

5: What countries did you visit?
– Singapore was in the plan but, you know, crashed plans.

6: What would you like to have in 2013 that you lacked in 2012
– True happiness.

7: What dates from 2012 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
– 17/10/2012. First car accident ever.

8: What was your biggest achievement of the year?
– I got into a university 馃檪

9: What was your biggest failure?
– My life.

10: Did you suffer illness or injury?
– Hmm if you count consecutive fever weeks, then yes. It hurts a lot.

11: What was the best thing you bought?
– My iPhone.

12: Whose behaviour merited celebration?
– Me for being able to detached myself from a new unhealthy friendship.

13: Whose behaviour made you appalled?
– Mine as well. I promised myself I would be better every year but I’m just getting worse -.-

14: Where did most of your money go?
– Foods, records.

15: What did you get really, really, really excited about?
– My Sigur R贸s concert, but it never happened because of reasons.

16: What song will always remind you of 2012?
– Hmm Gotye – Somebody That I Used To Know? Because it just sounds so 2012-ish. Or maybe Foster The People – Pumped Up Kicks.

17: Compared to this time last year, are you: (a) happier or sadder? (b) thinner or fatter? (c) richer or poorer?
– Sadder / Fatter / Poorer

18: What do you wish you鈥檇 done more of?
– Exercise, save more money.

19: What do you wish you鈥檇 done less of?
– Be grumpy to everyone, let my feelings have a total control on me.

20: How did you spend Christmas?
– I don’t celebrate Christmas.

21: Did you fall in love in 2012?
– Not sure if love or just boredom. But it makes me feel good for awhile.

22: What was your favourite TV program?
– For 2012? The Walking Dead.

23: Do you hate anyone now that you didn鈥檛 hate this time last year?
– Lol of course. I met a decent amount of douchebags and bitches in university.

24: What was the best book you read?
– Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close by Jonathan S. Foer.

25: What was your greatest musical discovery?
– Do you want me to get started on this? Oh wow, I discovered a lot of great musics in 2012. Tom Jobim, Vinicius De Morales, Bombay Bicycle Club, Paul Desmond, and a lot more.

26: What did you want and get?
– Sigur R贸s Valtari album and an iPhone.

27: What did you want and not get?
– To go to Sigur R贸s concert. Tristeza 馃槮

28: What was your favourite film of this year?
– There’s a lot… But I can safely say it’s The Hobbit.

29: What one thing made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
– I don’t know.

30: How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2012?
– I wear less t-shirts and more girlish outfits.

31: What kept you sane?
– Myself, really. If I didn’t control myself I would probably go smashing my head to the wall right now.

32: Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
– Always Robert Smith. Always.

33: What political issue stirred you the most?
– There’s a lot of issues that stirred me but I can’t really remember what.

34: Who did you miss?
– My friends. I miss them a lot.

35: Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2012.
– Appreciate peoples around you because they might be gone before you knew it. And all good things in life comes to an end, so that’s it.

36: Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
– “I’ve got a strong urge to fly. But I got nowhere to fly to.”

My Music Collections

Hello World! I’m turning over a new leaf for this blog, I think there won’t be anymore emotional posts, I realized it just shows how vulnerable I am. So I think I’ve put an end to it, hopefully it won’t happen again in the future 馃檪 So I was cleaning up my messy room this evening and I got distracted by a box. It’s not just an ordinary box, I think I’ve kept all my happiness in there! Is it even possible? :p Anyhow here’s my happiness box if you like to see it:


Yup, it’s my happiness box. Wanna see what’s inside? Read my post’s title! I don’t have much but it’s enough to make me smile everytime I look at them. Here they are:

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My favourite cd to hold. It consists of two sides, Hvarf and Heim. So the cd is called Hvarf-Heim, and it’s a masterpiece by Sigur R贸s.


These are my other Sigur R贸s collections.


The Cure part 1. Interesting fact: the upper-left cd is my favourite Pornography ever! Okay actually the album’s name is Pornography, I don’t have any idea why they named it that way, maybe the name sounds pretty catchy :p and next to it is Japanese Whispers, one of the best. And then under Pornography is Disintegration, it’s one of my favourite album of all time.


The Cure part 2. Yes I switched the Maneki Neko figure with my rubik’s cube :p Btw the lower right cd is not an album, it’s a single called Friday I’m In Love.


The Cure part 3. I never know if these vinyls really worked because I don’t have a vinyl player, too bad. But they’re still a nice add to my music collections.


My other CDs. I know I have a lot more but I don’t know where I keep the rest of it, they’re probably asleep in our house’s store room.

One of my 2013 resolution is to add up my music collections, I know I can do this. Probably the only resolution that is possible to be achieved lol. I have a lot more in my list, I just need proper time and amount of $$ to get them. Someday I 聽might need a bigger happiness box, maybe it’s time to look for one!